Writing My Thoughts on a Napkin

I've been thinking how much I really miss writing. I use to love to write, all the time. Creating stories and telling all of my thoughts and dreams through different characters. It was so exciting. I miss that so much. But everytime I set myself down infront of my computer to write something, nothing comes out. I have so many thoughts and so much emotion and no way to express it. Its in me almost like it may never come out. And that's really scary.

Anyway, I want to try to start writing again. Every night as I try to fall asleep I create this story in my head. Usually a love story. And I set it up like its a movie and it helps me go to sleep. I cant even remember how long i've been doing this....it seems like years but maybe not. I keep the same story going on for a while, until i finish it or i get tired of it. Then i set up new characters and a new plot. Sometimes I try to jot them down on paper and make the story into an actual story. But it's never as great as it is in my head you know?

I really want to start writing. Really bad. Even just a short story will do. Maybe go into one of my old books. I have one that I'm almost 100 pages into. It needs a lot of work though.

ANYWHOOO lots going on these days and I just need to keep my head straight.

Beautiful Word: Serendipity (Finding something nice while looking for something else)